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A conversation
with Rich Mullins
EDITORS NOTE: This conversation was published in the June
1997 edition of CCM as part of a
special edition on AIDS, Christian artists and the church. As it happens, Rich Mullins
told this story during a concert I attended in Knoxville, Tennessee. It is reprinted with
permission.
The concepts of biblical parables come to life in everyday conversations. The following
dialogue is often recounted in concert by Rich Mullins, who befriended a man at a steak
house while hiking along the Appalachian Trial. As it was getting dark, the man, who
well call John, offered Rich a ride back to his campsite. As the truck pulled out of
town, Richs new friend spoke up.
John: I probably oughta tell you that Im gay.
Rich: I probably oughta tell that Im a Christian.
John: Well do you want to get out of the truck?
Rich: No. Its still getting dark, and (my camp) is
still four miles up the road.
John: But I thought Christians hated gays.
Rich: Thats really weird. My understanding of what
Christ told us was that Christians were to love. I didnt know there were a lot of
parameters set on that.
John: I thought God hated gays.
Rich: Thats funny, because I thought God is love, and
He has no choice but to love because that is what He is.
John: Do you believe AIDS is Gods punishment on gays?
Rich: Well possibly, in the same sense that presidents are
Gods punishment on voters. I mean there are consequences. We make choices, and there
are natural consequences for those choices.
John: Will I go to hell for being gay?
Rich: (I was ready to go, "Well, yes, of course,
youll go to hell for being gay." But that was one of those moments when the
Good News really impressed me. What I heard myself say was ...) No, of course you
wont go to hell for being gay anymore than I would go to hell for being dishonest.
The only reason anybody ever went to hell was because they rejected the grace that God so
longed to give them.
John: I grew up in the church, and Ive never heard
anybody say that God loved me.
Rich: I think that of all the diseases in the world, the
disease that all humankind suffers from, the disease that is most devastating to us is not
AIDS, its not gluttony, its not cancer, its not any of those things. It
is the disease that comes about because we live in the ignorance of the wealth of love
that God has for us. What a great message we in the church have. Its relevant to
people with AIDS and people without AIDS. Its relevant to homosexuals and
homophobes. Its relevant to Republicans and Democrats, to abortionists and
anti-abortionists. Its relevant across the board.
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